CAN'T CONCENTRATE!

ok its being soooooooooo long since i blog cus honestly i think it's gay(no offence to male bloggers) of course its when we talk about our feelings and stuff, but i realise that it's a way we can express ourselfs....with people commentin at the sides of how fuckd up we think...BUT no surprise fuk THEM. we write how we feel lol alright wondered off abit on how i feel. ironic i know

i can't concentrate even though theres only 6 days LEFT WTF! yes and i'm not doing anything much but i feel the pressure, not from the exams only but from parents and piers as well. kinna sucks to be like this, white hair normally takes 40 plus years but in one month i could get them soon....

been thinking how we are always so stressed out, and nobody we can look to...yes i always wanted a mentor/teacher to look up too...course my father, but many figures have taught me many lessons, and i guess my only teacher is me...cus i'm the one who learns to grow and overcome. Just like the farewell assembly, i guess i could not cry but really wanted to was, i learn in some ways that sitiutions we faced b4 kept me from being open and vulnerable, and it's something i found out that cannt be escaped and forgotten but have to face it, whether its memories, lost youth, lost game, and feelings. but we are still human, so its understandable. but what we do with it is the most important, but the risks would hold us back and unable to do what we want. which is why i always wanted to know what people is thinking inside, cus we may not know what we want at times until it's lost.
overall is that we can find companies that would make us feel better, and hope somebody notices this, but what if thats not the case? thats somthing i haven figured out yet....we are nver made to be alone

IF GOT READ, PLZZ COMMENT CUS i'm bored

this song really says alot...WATCH SCRUBS ITS AWESOME

awesome vid